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The seven things i hate about you>>


My 600th post! :D
Hokay, not exactly, since there are afew drafts saved, yet not published.


I think my Angel is very nice! :D

Considering the fact that he/she got me Skittles after me whining so much bout it during math lecture.
HEHE. :D :D :D
Please do take care of me, Mr Angel!
(P.S. But aiyah, no fun! I know who you are already! =p )


I think my Mortal's Angel is very sweet &caring too! :D
She took care of you, &buy you things to makan hokay!
She'll take care of you! :D
Ho ho ho.

To my dearest classmates who are figuring out who their angels are.
ME LAH!
I'm everyone's angel! :D
Hehe.

Anyways, today's such a _________ day.
Waste time, yet productive.
Contradicting? Yeah, i think so.
Hah, desmond! I think that Zinger meal just totally killed our throats please.
GAHHH.


(: I feel so happy that yiwen invited me to read her locked-up blog! It seems like an action to reconfirm this friendship we had between us. (: Simple things like this makes me happy!
Hah, i love you, my best friend during pj orientation. :D Please continue to stay happy! &let's continue to go ga-ga over V! :D

My brother's my hero, after my daddy of cos.
He helped my catch a flying bug in the room &throw it out of the window.
I hope the flying bug will fall to its death, since i lived on the highest storey of my block.
Aiyah, stupid wings! ):

Aye, y'know, sometimes not thinking doesn't mean i'm not affected. It just simply means, i don't wanna think about it.
Sometimes, not acting doesn't mean i don't care. It just simply means, i don't wanna act.
All in all, sometimes the things i do/said, aren't exactly right from the bottom of my heart. Why? Cos i thought it's the best way to keep things lively &alright. (:
G'nights!

Labels: Anel and mortal

Monday, July 21, 2008;

♥ 7/21/2008 09:41:00 PM

I can imagine>>


Sometimes, you wonder if you ever live that past before.


Sometimes, i wonder if i had ever live through my past before.
They seems so, unfamiliar.


I don't mean to be sad. Afterall, i'm mostly to be blame now that things ended up this way.
I wasnt putting in efforts to maintain. Y'all tried. But i refused to cooperate.
I always thought there's a next time. But alas, i realised, it's all too late now.
Seeing your bestfriends photo without my face in there, it sure seems so weird.
What, i thought we all used to be the closest friends ever. We shared many secrets &happy moments, we shared our sorrow &tears. Didn't we, didn't we?
): Now, i came to realise, maybe things do change with time. No matter how hard we tried to deceive ourselves from the truth.


I F E E L T E R R I B L E A N D I H A T E M E D I C I N E P L E A S E.
B Y E.

Labels: SICK, too late

Sunday, July 20, 2008;

♥ 7/20/2008 10:11:00 PM

Sometimes, it's best
When we know nothing at all>>


Wah!
He's sooooooo attractive, please!

I wanna marry himmmm! :D :D :D
I watched batman Begins for the third time.
Still as awesome as ever.


Hokay, two good news.
Firstly(i'm not sure if this is good), my sore throat's gone, with the replacement of fever &flu &cough.
Secondly, my fever finally subsided after hitting 39.3 on sat night.
Hurray!

Labels: Batman (exclamation)

Friday, July 18, 2008;

♥ 7/18/2008 09:50:00 PM

That's not my name>>


I think my phsycial health's brillant.
It picked the best time to be ill - the weekends.


My throat hurts like _____ ! ):
I think hy's throat isn't much better.
Ahh, get well soon dear. (:


The 3hour math paper we had today murdered me.
'Cos the temperature went down way toooooo low, &i kept trying to keep my hands warm, but at the same time continue writing down the solutions for the questions.
Horrible, i tell you.
What! My brain cells all deactivated alr right!


&oh ya, my throat (seriously) hurts. ):
I think the tom yam cup noodles during break today was the last straw.
]':


Toodles!

Labels: throat hurts (exclamation mark)

Wednesday, July 16, 2008;

♥ 7/16/2008 10:36:00 PM

Make them real
Or take them all away>>


Y'know, i never really like crying in front of anyone.
Not my family, not my classmates, not my friends.
Sometimes, not even my best (or goody goody good) friends.
I don't know why.


I guess it all boils down to the fact that i'm obsessed with showing people my strong side.
Afterall, crying in front of someone means letting that particular individual see the weak side of me. It means just letting down the mask &front, &being all weak &vulnerable.
No, i can't live with that.


Aaron once told me in sec 3
; "Crying means letting out your upsetness, which is good in a way. Destress too."
Well, maybe. But i do feel stress over it.
Cos i have to make sure my eyes don't look puffy/red, when i come out of the toilet.


Mm, &i do recall crying at numerous occassions. Hokay, quite alot in fact.
But y'all got to understand, there's a limit to someone's ability to hold things back.
Crying in front of any individual, simply means "I can't contain anymore."


By the way, those were just some random thoughts.


People around me seem to be going through their share of hard times recently.
&it's so sad, because i can't do anything much to mae them feel better, or in any case, happier.
Which leaves me feeling oh-so-stinky &terrible. D:
It stinks to be at loss, when an individual is just right next to you, feeling down/sad.
I felt so helpless. D: D: D:
I want to be a good friend.
But somehow, this title doesn't come easily.


G'nights.

Labels: crying

Sunday, July 13, 2008;

♥ 7/13/2008 02:12:00 PM

all i know is i'm so lost w/o you
i'm not gonna lie
how am i gonna be strong w/o you
i need you by my side


Please.

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♥ 7/13/2008 12:24:00 AM

I'm sorry that you don't feel it too>>


"I VERY NO OPEN HEART!"
direct translation, please!
):


Past few days have been really __________.
It seems as though i've been taken on an emotional rollercoaster ride.
Well, not that i do have a choice, actually.
Setbacks &failures are just all part &parcels of life.
I guess i just have to live with it, or die with it.


AH! ONE MORE DAY BEFORE WE HAVE TO RETURN TO SCHOOL!
AHH! ONE MORE DAY TO BIOLOGY PAPER THREE!
AHHH! ONE MORE DAY NEARER TO MATH MOCK PRELIM PAPER!
AHHHH! ONE MORE DAY NEARER TO A LEVELS!!
-Bangs head against the wall.



Murder.Me.Please.

Labels: bad (exclamation mark)

Friday, July 11, 2008;

♥ 7/11/2008 11:18:00 PM

Our god is an awesome god
He reigns from heaven above
With wisdom, power &love
Our god is an awesome god>>


I like this song, ever since Chapelthon 2007. (:
Although i'm not a christian, i always find listening to hillsongs very meaningful &nice!


So anyways, i like events being held at Fairfield.
One of the reason is because Fairfield's just afew blocks &a traffic light away please! :D
&i'll always be the earliest to reach home.
Ho ho ho. :D :D


It was soo boring initially. ):
So yy grace joa &i went down to the canteen to hang around for awhile.
But the session got way better towards the end! :D
I'm so glad our batch of 06 took the last performance.
Joash David &gang just totally hyped up the whole hall! (:


Pictures up!















It's nice clapping along, with everyone else in the hall.
It's nice singing aloud, with everyone else in the hall.
It's nice just gathering around with everyone else, in the hall. (:
It feels like home.


It's a pity the night ended young!

Labels: chapelthon

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♥ 7/11/2008 03:41:00 PM

'Cos tonight will be the night
That i'll fall for you>>


Sakae buffet with some classmates on wed.
Rp's being the big ma-ma who turned nasty everytime we make too much noise.
Bp's the retard, wearing pullover, eating her 'Cold Mee'.
Bryan's the uncle we all tried to take care of, by continuously asking if he needs more sushi.
Hl &i are the mad ones, who get so crazily tired.
I Love Mochi!
Hokay, but buffet's such a 'gain-of-calories' kind of thing.
So, only once in a while is good! :D


School hasn't been __________ nowadays. ):
(fullstop).


It's sad, when you're upset.
It's sadder, when you're very upset.
But, it's the saddest, when you find yourself being so upset, yet the people around you just don't understand.


Okay, maybe it's my fault, for not being willing to open up &let people in. Maybe it's my fault, for still refusing to change, after all that i've been through.
But y'know smth? I refused to open up, because i know by doing so, i'm only becoming more vulnerable.
I don't seem to know anything, anymore. ):
I feel so ______ up. )':


Being happy, is being contented.
Dammit, wfang. Be contented.
Even if the sky drops down, laugh &thank god for the free blanklet.


Chapelthon at Fairfield later on.
But sometimes, even the most familiar place/people seems so distant for a moment.


I'm losing my sanity;

Labels: i miss _________, move on

Tuesday, July 08, 2008;

♥ 7/08/2008 09:50:00 PM

&i wonder
Will there ever be a light at the end of this tunnel>>


I'm having doubts about _________.
Can i, really?
Can i? ):


Suddenly, i'm losing all the faith.
Suddenly, i'm losing all the drive.
&suddenly, nothing seem to be within my grasp.


Can i?

Labels: suddenly

Sunday, July 06, 2008;

♥ 7/06/2008 09:48:00 PM

Let's move on, let's move on>>


Sometimes, i really don't know what's worse.
Knowing clearly that everything's fading &drifting away with time, fom my handgrip.
Or being convinced that everything will remain the way they used to be, yet coming to realise that they are actually slipping away.


All i know is, having reality come slapping hard across your face, is the worst.


Oh well. No school tmr.
Yay.

Labels: worse and worst

Saturday, July 05, 2008;

♥ 7/05/2008 11:24:00 PM

Can you fixed my H-E-A-R-T
Cos it's D-A-M-A-G-E-D>>


Seriously, i think 'Damaged' is like a song for bimbos! Hahaha. :D
But it's catchy to listen to, still.


By the way, i'm back from Fairfield's funfair! :D
Hokay, it's actually pretty dull &boring. :\ But i'm still glad that i get to meet up with so many friends! :D


Some pictures up!

Mr Ow getting dunked! :D I tell you, i was soooo happy when he finally got dunked! Triple yay man.
Picture with nirma, taken in the girls' changing room under CCA block, while waiting for everyone else to come.
Welcome to Fairfield's funfair!
Y'see that male holding onto a piece of paper? Our ex-form teacher, Mr Chan!
Pirate ship in pri school yo! Ah, carissa! You din get to have your try at this in the end.
The i-dunno-what's-that-called thing.
Hello brother!
Hello yy!
A stall tended by the 'Class of 75'. See what i said bout the Fairfield's alumni being updated &strong? :D
Ms Sham getting dunked!

That's actually almost allthe photos i took for the day. ):
Cos after brandon sel carissa &others joined us, we started walking around in search of food &more food! &it really wasnt that convenient to have a camera in hand. Plus, it drizzled in the midst of the funfair! So i've no choice but to keep it in yy's bag. Heh.


Anyways, bra kept boasting about his pri school teachers rmbring him &all sorts. Irritating!
Hah, my teachers rmbr me too! :D
Hokay, i just realised that above two sentences sound mega-contradicting. But well, my point is: bra's irritating. &my pri sch teachers rmbr me! Get it? (:


Bt des hong &i popped by audi for a quick magic show. It's pretty awesome magic, but the storyline's so weird. Hahah.
I love magic, yeah! :D Although i never learn any magic tricks. Why, i always thought being the audience for magic show are way better, than if you're the magician himself/herself. (:


Car &i spent alot at my bro's game booth, Soldiers! We tried so hard to win that damn PSP! &we were very close! Both of us were pissed by my bro's classmates. ):
I won a bluetooth headset instead, but both of us were eyeing the PSP! :\
Oh yeah, i won an ugly dirty soft toy the first time round. Hah, i forced my bro to change it for me, &i got this no-brand earphones instead. Better than bra, who got Mamee noodles. Hahah. :D


Like what yy said ;"it's like a major gathering." (:


When words failed to deliver what i really want to say,here's three words to sum up my day
; "I MISS FAIRFIELD."

Labels: fairfield funfair

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♥ 7/05/2008 10:37:00 AM

When everything's meant to be broken
I just need you to know who i am>>


I've no idea why i am blogging. :\

Here's a song i learnt from my bro after his excursion trip in primary school.
It's so cute!
; "Look right, look left. Look right again.
You've gotta raise your hand.
Before you cross the road. "
Hahah. :D It's awesome how education had shifted over the period of time.
From heavy textbooks, to childish songs, to lecture notes, to high technology laptops.
What's next? We never know. (:

By the way, it looks like it's gonna rain.
Please don't cry, Mr Sky! ):
There's funfair at Fairfield later on, &all of us know that funfair &rain isn't compatible.
There won't be any fun! D:


FM. 102 CHAPELTHON down at Fairfield school hall (aka Chen Su Lan hall).
Date: 11 July (Fri)
Time: 6.30pm (Refreshments)
Please, i think Fairfield is like, so awesome! Seriously, which other secondary school bother to keep their ex-students/alumni so united &updated?
Not many, isn't it? (:
In anyways, i'm still ultra glad to be a pure 10years old fairsian. :D


On a random note
; for a friend whose MSN nick caught my attention, &whom i know doesn't read this blog.
Start running &rushing then! (: We all know time doesn't wait for anyone.
You know i'll always be just a msg away, even though we're pretty badly drifted apart. :\
But in anyways, just take care of yourself! The friendship here, still stays.


maybe things should just remain;

Labels: fairfield funfair

Friday, July 04, 2008;

♥ 7/04/2008 02:49:00 PM

But i just cant stop>>


Scissors, paper, stone!
Oscar!
请你跟我这样做。
-Screams.
It's no wonder why breaks in school are so entertaining. :D


I was posted this question by my friend.
; "Will you rather have something &then lose it? Or would you rather not have that something, although you really wanted it, just because you'll lose it anyway?"
Mm, that got me thinking.
I've yet to reply her. &i guess i'll never have the answer.
If i chose the first way, the pain i'll have to go through is unbearable. But at least i know, for once in my life, i once tried to fight for it. &for once in my life, at least i once had it. There will be no regrets, right?
The latter, however, will cause me to suffer from regrets &whatsoever not. Well, at least it won't hurt as much as having it yet letting it all slip away, wouldn't it?
:\

Labels: 请你跟我这样做

Thursday, July 03, 2008;

♥ 7/03/2008 05:55:00 PM

The answer is love>>



A race against these three opponents &time. This race, i think i'm losing it.
I need Mr Self Discipline back in my life, to get things back in track. :\
Meanwhile, let's cheer one another on.




Y'know, sometimes it's not whether "how unlucky i am to have so much problems &troubles". Instead, it's a matter of "how am i gonna take things in a different light &learn to live with them".
(: Make sense, dont i?


This front, i tried so hard to hold;

Labels: race